I've spent a long time now without actually talking directly to anyone but family and one professor the other day. I'm not going to be able to talk to anyone in person but those people for a long time because of the coronavirus. At least not until fall. I keep looking for opportunities to communicate with people virtually, but the lack of consistency in that is bothersome to me. I wish it didn't bother me this way because it makes me feel clingy, needy, and inconsiderate. I should feel lucky that I'm not sick and that I don't know anybody who is. Is anybody else going through something like this?
This is understandable. I'm honestly used to it because of the isolation I was already experiencing, but I can understand how unpleasant it is when you aren't used to it. Is your community doing anything virtual? Like, I don't know, movie nights or something?
Don't give up what you want most for what you want now.