Hi, I’m Scadash

Hey guys, I'm Scadash. I'm 20 years old. So my daydreaming started way back when I was little but I only found out about MDD around 2 years ago. I always kinda knew I was different, or so I thought. At first I tried to ignore it and pretend it was not there cuz I did not want to think I was a freak but I would always find myself pacing and imagining all this sceneries in my head. Once I found out about it, it made sense to me and it felt like it was always there, all the time. My grades went down, could not keep my attention in class. But it all got better with time. I learned how to live with it and keep myself busy so it will not happen all the time. Some times it comes back to when I get triggered with something but I just let everything flow and nothing bad ever happens.

MDD has helped me be more creative in many ways but at the same time it kept me from socializing with friends and classmates but you know what? Right now I really do not care cuz I'm happy the way I am!

If you ever need to talk, I'll be right here, free to listen! ^-^