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Hello
Jul 2, 2020 18:52:07 GMT
Post by ardis on Jul 2, 2020 18:52:07 GMT
My name is Ardis and I am new to Daydream in Blue. I just discovered that MDD existed two days ago, and I found this forum linked to the bottom of an informational article about the topic, so I am here to see if this will help me. I am a 20 year old college student from the US. I don't think I can remember an age when I didn't spend most of my free time daydreaming, but it is only in the last few years that it has gotten out of control. At this point, the only place I feel safe is in my daydreams. I go there so that I don't have to be in my own skin. In those worlds, it is as if I don't exist. I can be different people all at once. I truly love daydreaming, but I spend more time in a fake reality than any other place. I am pretty socially isolated, and sometimes I feel like my only friends are the ones that I make up in my head. I would prefer daydreaming to actually hanging out with people. I also retreat into my mind whenever I encounter stress, which is pretty often, and thus I am not able to get anything done to reduce those stressors. I don't feel comfortable talking about my MDD with other people because I feel like they will think I am being childish. Maybe I can find some community on this forum to help me work through my problems.
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Jul 2, 2020 20:12:35 GMT
Post by Sam on Jul 2, 2020 20:12:35 GMT
Welcome to the forum, Ardis!
Talking about MD with people who aren't MDers can be really difficult because its basically impossible for them to really understand, so it's often a huge relief to be a part of this forum and be able to talk to other people who know and understand what you're going through.
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