Hey guys! uhhh this is kinda awkward for me but okay. I've started day dreaming like four to five years ago. At first I thought it was normal but since the past three years it completely took over my life XD Well i wouldn't sleep and day dream for straight 10-12 hours and in school i'd dream for like 7 hours so yeah.
Anyways I got to know about MD like a few months ago but I didn't accept. I saw this forum too but I still didn't have the courage to accept it. I used to say I'm completely fine and I don't have a disorder and stuff but as you can see I eventually ended up here. Sorry I don't mean it in a rude way but I hope you guys accept me.
Umm I don't have many hobbies but I enjoy reading and photography at times. And yeah uhh I got to school and I haven't told anyone yet so I guess this is my first time opening up. So, thanks.
I can completely relate to not being able to accept it at first. I felt ashamed of myself because I'd daydream instead of doing things I needed to do. It took everything to discuss it with my friend, and she mentioned MD. I ignored it for months and finally did some much-needed but painful research on MD. It gets easier in time, and I think talking about it and opening up like you did here can really help in the long run even if it is uncomfortable.
Not accepting that your daydreaming was really a problem when you first learned about MD isn't really all that uncommon. I had a hard time accepting it myself.
Acknowledging that you have a problem, especially a problem like this where there isn't much knowledge about it in the general public or even the medical community, can be very difficult. But I hope that you'll find the support you're looking for here on the forum :)
Don't give up what you want most for what you want now.