Post by zaaaj on Oct 12, 2020 16:59:14 GMT
I actually didn't know that this is a disorder i really feel upset i thought what i am doing was normal. I am a fan girl of this person i look up to her i really like her more that an idol she change me in so many ways she's also the reason why i am curious about my gender. It started last year i guess, i was in to fictional stories about her i started to dream about me and her together i know its ridiculous but until now am still making scenes on my mind about us being together in my dreams we have a child i feel happy and at the same time my head hurts whenever i force to think about it when i force to picture the scene on my mind.because of that whenever i see a video of her performing wearing appropriate cloths i get mad/ upset i barely watch her videos because of that i am jelouse when she's with another person. I thought what i am doing is normal so i made it a habit i didn't know this stuffs i really feel upset right now help me what should i do?
