Post by Filipa on Oct 13, 2020 17:54:53 GMT
This is the first day that I heard about MDers. This wouldn't be a problem for me today if I didn't find myself hours and hours in the living room, with the same loud playlist and imagining that I was performing on stage. This imaginary of fame and success has been around since I was 13 years old (coincides with the sudden change in life ... divorce of my parents and leaving the city). The characters are the same but new ones are being added. The history is today more detailed and I usually get an obsessive imagination about a specific celebrity (it varies from time to time), that he would be my husband black black bla. It involves masturbation dreaming....
Today I am 29 and I noticed that when I am without a lot of work, without a boyfriend or without hobbies, this imagery is more intense. I spend hours at home imagining trailers and movies in my head. Although I LOVE the feeling of comfort that this imagination gives me, I know that it is consuming my time. I need small steps to change my life. WHAT TO DO? Help
Today I am 29 and I noticed that when I am without a lot of work, without a boyfriend or without hobbies, this imagery is more intense. I spend hours at home imagining trailers and movies in my head. Although I LOVE the feeling of comfort that this imagination gives me, I know that it is consuming my time. I need small steps to change my life. WHAT TO DO? Help
