I can't feel anything anymore. Its been a while since I've actually felt any emotions in my real life but before I could feel some emotions While MDing but lately I've noticed that I don't feel any emotions in MD or real life. Recently I accidentally hurt myself, it was really painful, I would usually cry but this time I couldn't cry. It was really painful but my tears won't come out. There was a situation when I should have felt angry or frustrated but I didn't. I thought maybe I was just used to it, so I didn't react much but it happened in every situation without any exception. I feel like I am becoming a monster. I don't know why this is happening or what to do about it. Lately too many things happened in my life that should have put me under a lot of pressure and stress but it couldn't. I hope someone could help me out
thank you I will check it out. I don't know if I will ever be able to seek professional help as I haven't told anyone about my MD or any other mental problem as I am sure they will tell me that I am a attraction seeking type and disregard it as if it is nothing. thanks a lot.
Post by blueberrymuffin on Dec 2, 2020 17:20:57 GMT
I'm a doctor myself and I assure you dissociative disorder is taken very seriously. I was too ashamed to tell anyone about my MD myself, I still am, so I understand you. Maybe if it was a recognized condition we wouldn't have to be. I just found out about MD two days ago and I have a medical degree. You don't have to talk about that right away though. Just talk about your emotional detachment and if you develop a trusting relationship with your therapist maybe you can mention MD too. A good therapist/psychiatrist will never dismiss you. You may also benefit from medication, I know I did.