Post by sivan on Dec 13, 2020 9:50:21 GMT
Hello,
First, I am so thankful to have found this... I didnt even know MD existed as a known disorder, and it feels great to know Im not alone or going crazy...
I constantly think about Harry Potter fanfiction - storylines with the characters from HP. I read fanfiction all the time, I think about it most hours of the day, occasionally even when Im with people. I can only sleep at 4-5 in the morning because im fantasizing and its really ruining my life by not allowing me to be in the least bit productive.
Ive fantasized a lot since I was a little kid, but its never been this bad and all-consuming as it has in the past year.
It got a lot worse when I broke up with my boyfriend a year ago, and now I truly feel like Ive lost a year of my life to this...
Anyway, thank you so much to this forum for telling me Im not alone!
to try to find ways of beating this and getting a productive life back..
First, I am so thankful to have found this... I didnt even know MD existed as a known disorder, and it feels great to know Im not alone or going crazy...
I constantly think about Harry Potter fanfiction - storylines with the characters from HP. I read fanfiction all the time, I think about it most hours of the day, occasionally even when Im with people. I can only sleep at 4-5 in the morning because im fantasizing and its really ruining my life by not allowing me to be in the least bit productive.
Ive fantasized a lot since I was a little kid, but its never been this bad and all-consuming as it has in the past year.
It got a lot worse when I broke up with my boyfriend a year ago, and now I truly feel like Ive lost a year of my life to this...
Anyway, thank you so much to this forum for telling me Im not alone!
to try to find ways of beating this and getting a productive life back.. 
