hi ive been searchin for a long time now i never told anyone about it, a few weeks ago my boyfriend adks me waht im thinkin all the time. usually i lie. since i found him my dd getting much more meaningful to me. i dint wanna say in the past time my dds were not every time a lesson for me. it was just different. felt something else while doing it. i love to put my visions into art it either be words or some sort if pencil strokes on a piece of paper. it helps to learn how to deal with it. im socially akward like damn. i need the alone time to make sure im kinda in good. i was ginvin up with diagnose myself about anything until i told him all. i got motivation again to search. motivation to know a puece of me.