Post by happy on Feb 23, 2021 4:18:25 GMT
hi so i just want to share my situation.
i think i have MD but i also think i'm just
i have it.
the earliest daydream that i think i have can be called "talking to invisible friend", my family just brush it off since i was young. they just laugh at me being adorable and such. i was 6 y/o. i will talk about stories of witch craft, dancing brooms, talking plates all inspired from disney films i watched. i used to own a diary with drawings of stuffs from my "daydream".
of it now, i don't really remember the story i weaved that time. i don't remember the faces and characters of my own daydream, but i remember my mom asking me who i am talking to. i just told her i'm playing alone, because i am aware that the story i'm being part of is not real.
i also thought that was normal, for a child at least.
then when i was in my elementary up til highschool (grades 3 to grade 12), according to my friends, i will usually stare vacantly at one spot and they'll see my expressions change and at some times i was mouthing words they don't hear. they all thought i was insane, but i know i was just "in a story" of my own creation, while awake. i told them that i was just memorizing some school stuffs (they believed it, thank goodness)
it's getting serious now actually. it was harmless then, but now it became a distraction, to my daily life - and not the good kind. i used to know when a daydream starts, but now, just a single thought it may trigger an episode and i'll have trouble getting out of it.
it may look like i'm just absent minded but i will usually be in a daydream episode.
my daydreams nowadays were usually triggered by random thoughts from a scenario/picture/movie i've seen.
like if see a mansion, i'll ask myself, what if i'm a millionnaire. and suddenly i was, with my own background, my own characters like a scene from a movie.
sometimes i can control the direction of the daydream was, but most of the times, not.
i also spent a lot of time in a daydream. the longest i've been is about 3 hours. imagine staring at the ceiling for 3 hours, mouthing words and gesturing every now and then.
so yeah, maybe i'm just crazy ?
i think i have MD but i also think i'm just
i have it.the earliest daydream that i think i have can be called "talking to invisible friend", my family just brush it off since i was young. they just laugh at me being adorable and such. i was 6 y/o. i will talk about stories of witch craft, dancing brooms, talking plates all inspired from disney films i watched. i used to own a diary with drawings of stuffs from my "daydream".
of it now, i don't really remember the story i weaved that time. i don't remember the faces and characters of my own daydream, but i remember my mom asking me who i am talking to. i just told her i'm playing alone, because i am aware that the story i'm being part of is not real.i also thought that was normal, for a child at least.
then when i was in my elementary up til highschool (grades 3 to grade 12), according to my friends, i will usually stare vacantly at one spot and they'll see my expressions change and at some times i was mouthing words they don't hear. they all thought i was insane, but i know i was just "in a story" of my own creation, while awake. i told them that i was just memorizing some school stuffs (they believed it, thank goodness)
it's getting serious now actually. it was harmless then, but now it became a distraction, to my daily life - and not the good kind. i used to know when a daydream starts, but now, just a single thought it may trigger an episode and i'll have trouble getting out of it.
it may look like i'm just absent minded but i will usually be in a daydream episode.
my daydreams nowadays were usually triggered by random thoughts from a scenario/picture/movie i've seen.
like if see a mansion, i'll ask myself, what if i'm a millionnaire. and suddenly i was, with my own background, my own characters like a scene from a movie.
sometimes i can control the direction of the daydream was, but most of the times, not.
i also spent a lot of time in a daydream. the longest i've been is about 3 hours. imagine staring at the ceiling for 3 hours, mouthing words and gesturing every now and then.
so yeah, maybe i'm just crazy ?
