at first i am from turkey so i am not used to write on this language. so pls don't make fun of me😅 i am 17 and i started daydreaming 1 or 2 weeks ago. it was a weir feeling to spend hour with only joy(???).before that i was always dreaming things on my mind but wasn't *that* tiring and long and boring and joyful (ik they have opposite meanings. that's what made me say "eyow theris something wrong") and detailed. now it feels so weir to spend minutes and hours just by walking around the house and about something not realistic or useful. at the end of 1 week i recognized there is something wrong by just looking at time more often. and i was.. i don't know how to explain this. i was (am!?) talking to myself with mimics just like i do while talking to another person. SO ????????? that's scary ahahaha (i am mostly alone at home btw).
like i said, i know i can deal with it but I'm gonna share special thing about my life cause it may help some research about this THING. 1 i was always alone by 4. class(primary school) my mom and sisters are working so :// loneliness might cause this 2 stress. i recognized that i start dreaming whenever i get into a shitty situation. but THIS.. lemme explain: i have exams and i care about em and i probably not gonna be able to pass em with good grates cause i didn't join the e classes. this might be the most stressed and depressed period of my life.
3 getting bored
btw i can't study the exams cause the time loss cause of this shit 🤦🏿♂️🤦🏿♂️🤦🏿♂️ and it makes me more stressed. BUTTT AYE UR MY MIND AND I AM YOUR MASTER SOO GET OFF THE CHAIR U LITTLE DUMBASS IM DA OOONLY KING!!! GONNA BEAT THIS DUMB AND PASS THE EXAMS WITH GREATES GRADES I CAN EVA!!!
YOU ARE THE ONLY MASTER OF YOUR OWN BKDY! NOTHING ELSE!! C'MON WE HAVE A BRAINCELL TO BURN 😁😆😁😆😁😆😁
good luck everyone take care. sorry for all grammar mistakes i made 😬
Efe Kaan from Turkey, Istanbul a well known high school(3) student.