mmatau
New Daydreamer
Second day in to this and feeling at home !!!!
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Post by mmatau on Mar 6, 2021 21:36:35 GMT
Hy my name I am Mmatau from South Africa and I have been living with maladaptive daydreaming for as long as I can remember, I dont know my real reason I started this but I can recall that by 2009 I was already deep Into it, In my case I create a scenario whereby I will choose a specific car, house , apartment and partner which are my setting to this daydreaming, My first setting car was a VW GOLF with nice GTI rims as I am car fan and the place was house in Sabona Atteridgeville located on a hill, Everyday day of my life I play scenario in my head whether it would be driving to a mall, to another province or just cruising around where people would see me and admire my lifestyle and this brings a satisfying feeling to me and from time to time these settings changes currently my setting is me living in North West , driving a Mercedes Benz E200 and married to this girl I met online on Facebook, well she is really beautiful and smart and in real I wish to get married to her and start a family we have a strong connection though we have never met and she is the only person I told about my daydreaming, as i am typing this i am very relieved to see am not the only one who is living with this thing and I hope I can find help to move and from it and live in reality 100% of my time as I feel like this daydreaming will mislead me Into living a fantasy life and I am thankful for this opportunity.
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Post by Sam on Mar 10, 2021 1:30:10 GMT
Welcome to the forum, Mmatau!
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