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Post by kristen on Apr 8, 2021 20:38:41 GMT
Hey guys, I once heard a girl describe md she said and i quote “It is as if the memories of someone you do not know are inside your head.” I liked this description. It is really accurate and correct, but it made me wonder if this is true for everyone, so what if each of us describes md, according to his experiences and Let's see if we all share the same feelings and experiences.❤️ i'll go first: “md is like inviting a bunsh of friends to your house, at first it will be very fun to spend time with all these friends who care about you, spend time playing and wandering around etc but after a while your house will be crowded, you will not feel comfortable in your home anymore, You will be bothered by the noise , it's like u can't hear your own thoughts ,you cannot do what you want or think about what you want they always have to be a part of it , it is always more about them and their need and pleasure more, and after the time passes you become less interested in yourself and your private life and become more and More interested in them, what they wear what they eat, likes and dislikes.... Is she going to that party What would she wear if she went !! ... What about the university of her dreams? Can she get in ...And after time goes by, you get stuck in the middle and forget about your reality, this is exactly what md is for me, at first it was fun, such a good escape, but now I can't control it anymore, it took so much from me and I like to have a day for myself but this Not going to happen, my imaginary world is now my new reality.
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Post by thedolphinbaby57 on Apr 8, 2021 23:37:12 GMT
"It's like being in a toxic relationship with my head. I love it but I know it's bad for me. It tears me down but I keep coming to it every single time. It claims it's helping me, that my reality is my danger; while yet, eating me up more and more and is the real danger that I can't see. Madd is my everything but also my nothing."
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Post by sarah on Apr 9, 2021 8:22:08 GMT
Sometimes it feels for me like Im living up to the lyrics of katy perrys song chained to the rhythm. Im chained to the rythem of the music and the rythym of the movements i make with my body. "So comfortable we're living in a buble buble" sounds like living in a paracosm. "So comfortable we can not see the trouble trouble" sounds like when I dd and ignore the unpleasant things in reality.Theres alot of lyrics in the song that sound like my experience of MD.
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Post by kristen on Apr 9, 2021 18:22:36 GMT
"It's like being in a toxic relationship with my head. I love it but I know it's bad for me. It tears me down but I keep coming to it every single time. It claims it's helping me, that my reality is my danger; while yet, eating me up more and more and is the real danger that I can't see. Madd is my everything but also my nothing."  that's really a good description , thank you for sharing 😚
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Post by kristen on Apr 9, 2021 18:25:04 GMT
Sometimes it feels for me like Im living up to the lyrics of katy perrys song chained to the rhythm. Im chained to the rythem of the music and the rythym of the movements i make with my body. "So comfortable we're living in a buble buble" sounds like living in a paracosm. "So comfortable we can not see the trouble trouble" sounds like when I dd and ignore the unpleasant things in reality.Theres alot of lyrics in the song that sound like my experience of MD. ooh yeah i feel u... i will definitely check katy perrys song .😊❤️
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Post by beautifuldreamer on May 2, 2021 22:43:19 GMT
Having MD is like scrolling through social media. It's fun at first, but eventually your eyes get tired and your brain feels like mush, but for some reason you just Keep Scrolling. And you know that it is a waste of your time and that you have other things you need to do, but you can't Stop Scrolling. Eventually, it gets to be too late to do anything and you finally tear yourself away from the screen and pass out into a restless sleep promising yourself that you'll do better tomorrow. But deep down, you know you won't.
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Post by fellowmder on May 6, 2021 13:07:35 GMT
I live on MD to submerge my head with addictive noise that fill in the emptiness I feel within the abyss I created over the years. I keep on digging deeper and fill it with more and more noises and stories that I wish could come true for me for once.
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Post by purpleteo on May 10, 2021 22:05:39 GMT
"It's like being in a toxic relationship with my head. I love it but I know it's bad for me. It tears me down but I keep coming to it every single time. It claims it's helping me, that my reality is my danger; while yet, eating me up more and more and is the real danger that I can't see. Madd is my everything but also my nothing." This is incredible accurate...
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