My name is Jolo

hi my name is jolo and i have MDS, i see as a gift because for some odd reason if i can get hands on data to predict future events i can see it my mind. I day dream about war, politics, economics, and most especially loving a woman and i dont mean in a sexual way I mean in a romantic way where we have talks and long conversations. i speak english, portugese, spanish, and filipino, and am learning french. I love guns and always day dream of me fighting in a war. I have been always day dreaming. now I am a pro at hiding what Im and the emotions I feel when about my day dreams. Its very hard to concentrate sometimes; because as for the moment my life is quite hard so it serves as a good way to escape. I was in rehab for substance abuse and was diagnosed with substance induced psychosis! Life is very hard, because of the day dreams. just a few seconds ago i was day dreaming about a fun conversation with my circle of friends, we were all speaking straight spanish, talking about what this silly friend of ours did to the hearts of 2 women. And then finding out someone spread a rumor about him. the 2 girls were fighting about him cause the other was his Girl-friend and the other a woman who had a crush on him. it was bad timing because i had this day dream in class.