fairytale
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Post by fairytale on Jul 17, 2021 20:19:34 GMT
I don't know how to explain this but sometimes I fall into MD without knowing but then suddenly I lose interest in daydreaming but i would still want to dd but I feel empty and strange. I don't know what that strange means its just strange. I've lost most of my emotions a long time ago but now I feel something I don't know. It like anxious but not so much and a bit of hope. Its the best i can explain. I don't what or why. has anyone ever been through this.
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Post by legendarydarkknight on Jul 17, 2021 20:31:00 GMT
As MDers, we're prone to many 'strange' feelings that are trapped in a spot between 'normal' feelings. I take it that you feel something between anxiety and hope when you dd in a period when you lose interest in dd?
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Post by fellowmder on Jul 21, 2021 6:32:27 GMT
Well I kind of relate to it. Usually when my madd gets too excessive, and when the story plots are just repeating for months on, I feel like I don't want to dd that story. But again, I feel like I don't have anything else except that to do, slightly feeling worthless- this agitation and frustration makes me want to continue dding. But again, the perpetual storyline, devoid of any emotions, makes me feel empty. Have you been having the same stock of storylines and have kinda lost imagination for a new plotline?
Also you may feel so when you are constantly anxious about your real life, like there is something out there that you are constantly in fear of, which leads you to want to daydream constantly but you may be getting distracted by that real problem?
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fairytale
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Post by fairytale on Jul 22, 2021 21:07:27 GMT
Well I kind of relate to it. Usually when my madd gets too excessive, and when the story plots are just repeating for months on, I feel like I don't want to dd that story. But again, I feel like I don't have anything else except that to do, slightly feeling worthless- this agitation and frustration makes me want to continue dding. But again, the perpetual storyline, devoid of any emotions, makes me feel empty. Have you been having the same stock of storylines and have kinda lost imagination for a new plotline? Also you may feel so when you are constantly anxious about your real life, like there is something out there that you are constantly in fear of, which leads you to want to daydream constantly but you may be getting distracted by that real problem? first it was when my dd were reputative but now there are too many plots that i go back from continuously during a single dd session. there is a real problem that does keep me distracted as well as triggering my md. Its hard when it is the cause and the obstacle to dd. |
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fairytale
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Post by fairytale on Jul 22, 2021 21:10:50 GMT
As MDers, we're prone to many 'strange' feelings that are trapped in a spot between 'normal' feelings. I take it that you feel something between anxiety and hope when you dd in a period when you lose interest in dd? yep it is something between those two but i m kind of feeling scared and empty too now. It gets way too bizarre as time goes on. |
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