hey i'am a daydreamer

my name is ilayda. as you can imagine i am a daydreamer. i want to share my experiences with you. first of all i'm sorry if i make mistake in my text. so i felt so miserable today. i searced for maladaptive daydreaming on google and i found this website. it feels good to know there are somebody like me. i'm not feeling lonely.

it started with my friend. she was telling stories.you know there is a book serie. its called "after". bassicly my friend got inspired from here and some other books or films. these stories like: "now youre doing that" "yeah you going in there" "you met him and he was so cool". i have a world in my head. there are so many people. i have a lover. he was a litteraly 'bad boy'. i changed his personality and he is a good person now. we are so happy in my world

this was an answer to what my dreams are about. okay here is my problems about being a daydreamer.
first of all, i'm adding new subjects, new events and there is no limit for me anymore. i am doing what i want, im going where i want but its getting bored and also im enjoying with that because im happy in my dreams. it feels good. i dont know how to get rid of that.

i am going to a therapist. when i say that to her for the first time, she said; you can keep dreaming, i dont see any problem here. you can tell me when you bother. i think im gonna say it again.

its blocking my life. i cant do anything too well cause i want to keep dreaming. i cant study; i cant focus on my lessons. i cant sleep, im dreaming before i sleep.

its getting a big problem for me and i wanted to share. thank you so much for listening to me. it felt good to share my opinions and my feelings to a stranger.