Post by thedolphinbaby57 on Jan 20, 2022 4:00:53 GMT
Hello Madders. It's Breanna again. I have yet another question to ask.
Does anyone feel like their paras (characters in your daydreams) or parames (daydreamed version of you) feel much more smarter than the actual you or how you are in reality? What I mean by this is that for me I noticed that I imagine a lot of things and many comebacks and ways to express myself in my daydreams then I would in real life. It makes me feel like I'm boring and uncreative and super slow when in reality. It's almost as if I'm comparing myself to.....me???
For example I had a daydream where I was helping a friend (a para) where someone said something to them and my response to help them was "My life does not revolve around you it only revolves around the sun." It's what my parame said, but I know that when I'm in reality I probably wouldn't be able to think such a comeback for me or a friend. It just feels like my parame is more smarter and more outspoken than me and it I feel like I would have a hard time trying to replicate that in reality. It feels like if I take any ideas from my paras or parame then it won't feel "original" to say and feel like I'm stealing it from someone else. As if my parame is some different individual person. I don't want to mix my daydreams with the real world as I feel like I will get confused and not know what's what anymore. Sometimes I even think I may get memories or dreams from my sleep mixed up with my daydreams.
Does anyone relate or at least semi knows what I'm trying to say? If so please let me know and I greatly appreciate it!
Till next time! :D
Does anyone feel like their paras (characters in your daydreams) or parames (daydreamed version of you) feel much more smarter than the actual you or how you are in reality? What I mean by this is that for me I noticed that I imagine a lot of things and many comebacks and ways to express myself in my daydreams then I would in real life. It makes me feel like I'm boring and uncreative and super slow when in reality. It's almost as if I'm comparing myself to.....me???
For example I had a daydream where I was helping a friend (a para) where someone said something to them and my response to help them was "My life does not revolve around you it only revolves around the sun." It's what my parame said, but I know that when I'm in reality I probably wouldn't be able to think such a comeback for me or a friend. It just feels like my parame is more smarter and more outspoken than me and it I feel like I would have a hard time trying to replicate that in reality. It feels like if I take any ideas from my paras or parame then it won't feel "original" to say and feel like I'm stealing it from someone else. As if my parame is some different individual person. I don't want to mix my daydreams with the real world as I feel like I will get confused and not know what's what anymore. Sometimes I even think I may get memories or dreams from my sleep mixed up with my daydreams.
Does anyone relate or at least semi knows what I'm trying to say? If so please let me know and I greatly appreciate it!
Till next time! :D
, they don't seem to care either way. I guess everyone does, I know a lot of people who obsess over certain things for periods of time. Only difference is that my obsessive fases are linked to my daydreaming.