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Post by princessrosa on Mar 11, 2019 16:12:05 GMT
So I forgot to mention another major thing that is probably associated with MD that I haven’t ever really talked about. Ever since I was about ten I would imagine my life being told as a story and narrate what is happening in real life in my head. Eventually it turned into imagining people watching my life through my eyes. My father lives in Florida so I might imagine him watching me in band class to see how I’m doing. I would imagine their reaction and all. Or maybe famous people watching my life. Just constantly to where I forget that it’s not normal. I’ll even mention things in conversation just to provide the person watching me with information they hadn’t picked up on yet. I constantly change who is watching me and start over basically. It just gives me a weird thrill the same way MD does. Anyone else experience this?
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Post by Lucy on Mar 11, 2019 22:04:30 GMT
I think I experience that too. Either in my MD its like I control and know what everyone is  about my character such as respecting her, she's unique, she's soooooooo talented ect. or I imagine people watching me in real life and reacting to everything I'm doing but I usually do it when I'm at home by myself. I've tried to figure out why I do this and I think its because I want to be liked by everyone and I think I don't like the fact that I have no idea what people think about me. I also think it's because I'm the type of person that doesn't like things that are out of my control so I think the fact that I know and have control over what people are is quite reassuring and comforting. It's kind of like starring in your own TV show |
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Post by princessrosa on Mar 12, 2019 17:12:46 GMT
I think I experience that too. Either in my MD its like I control and know what everyone is about my character such as respecting her, she's unique, she's soooooooo talented ect. or I imagine people watching me in real life and reacting to everything I'm doing but I usually do it when I'm at home by myself. I've tried to figure out why I do this and I think its because I want to be liked by everyone and I think I don't like the fact that I have no idea what people think about me. I also think it's because I'm the type of person that doesn't like things that are out of my control so I think the fact that I know and have control over what people are is quite reassuring and comforting. It's kind of like starring in your own TV show I don’t know, it’s almost like a coping method of getting through the day for me. Like it’s easier to look at my life in another person’s perspective instead of my own. |
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Post by spiral on Apr 16, 2019 3:40:27 GMT
Same! Mostly so I can "control" what the person watching the Main Character of the MD is . |
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Post by Layla Farrell on Apr 18, 2019 3:22:28 GMT
There's a thread about it here |
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about my character such as respecting her, 
