Post by dreamer1234 on Feb 12, 2020 20:13:00 GMT
Hello, I'm 21,
I had mdd pretty much since I was young, I remember my house being pretty much full of screams and fights, my imagination was a way to escape, until it kinda took over my life.
At first I imagined myself in a tv show that I liked as a kid, now it's more of a real-life thing where I'm this big pop star, being in a poly relationship with this singer I loved since I was younger and a kpop star that I recently started to like, I created a life story and a new family, I have three kids and an ex boyfriend and all that.
I am also a writer, I write mostly fanfics about the famous people I like, and I write in my notes on my phone many of my "mdd storylines" to maybe organize my brain a bit,
I didn't even know about mdd until I saw this post on pinterest and said to myself that it's just like what i go through and there was a comment about how it's called Maladaptive daydreaming, and I started looking online, bringing me here.
I had friend who knew I could "imagine" things, she would ask me to imagine her favorite singer and talk to him for her, then I didn't talk about it to no one until a couple months ago with my bff, who I know isn't the most comfortable with it but at least she's not judging me or looking at me like I'm crazy,
I hope to find here ways to make it easier for me to deal with my imagination and share experiences with people, thank you.
I had mdd pretty much since I was young, I remember my house being pretty much full of screams and fights, my imagination was a way to escape, until it kinda took over my life.
At first I imagined myself in a tv show that I liked as a kid, now it's more of a real-life thing where I'm this big pop star, being in a poly relationship with this singer I loved since I was younger and a kpop star that I recently started to like, I created a life story and a new family, I have three kids and an ex boyfriend and all that.
I am also a writer, I write mostly fanfics about the famous people I like, and I write in my notes on my phone many of my "mdd storylines" to maybe organize my brain a bit,
I didn't even know about mdd until I saw this post on pinterest and said to myself that it's just like what i go through and there was a comment about how it's called Maladaptive daydreaming, and I started looking online, bringing me here.
I had friend who knew I could "imagine" things, she would ask me to imagine her favorite singer and talk to him for her, then I didn't talk about it to no one until a couple months ago with my bff, who I know isn't the most comfortable with it but at least she's not judging me or looking at me like I'm crazy,
I hope to find here ways to make it easier for me to deal with my imagination and share experiences with people, thank you.
