Post by samlin on Mar 2, 2020 11:40:17 GMT
Hey All! Don't know from where to begin. I have always been a daydreamer since the last time i remember. in childhood as well. I used to play imaginatively as i was mostly alone. I used to get bored and play and daydream. My habit developed when I used to listen to songs at night with earphones. i used to imagine my self in the songs and stuff. These fantasies were mostly directed towards a crush or a hero etc. Now I am married and have a kid. I am 27. I still fantasize with songs and music. But now when I have a new obsession or crush on a new hero, or pop idol, (korean) :P I usually spend hours listening to songs and imaging being with them. It has greatly effected my daily routine as I always want to be left alone to day dream when I am home. I have a kid and house and a husband to take care of but im neglecting all those duties. I am fine socially. When I am occupied with work or socializing I am fine I don't day dream but yes, I am in hurry to get back home to a quite place where I can day dream. This is not every day. Meaning that having a new actor or pop idol or singer crush triggers my day dreaming. It is quite intense the first 2 or 3 weeks! Feels like I cannot live without looking at their videos or dream about them. but then it slowly fades down until I have a new crush, which is quick most of the time. It also stems from the fact that my family life is disturbed and I am mostly using it as a means of escape because it helps me feel happy. I am afraid that in the longer run, my world of fantasies will be the only place i could truly be happy. because i think it has already started. I am grumpy and aloof when I am not day dreaming.
