Lifelong Daydreamer

Hello, fellow daydreamers. I am new to this forum and am shocked to see so many people with the same mental disorder i have. I just recently found out that's what i have been suffering from a few weeks ago. I did some research and found this. i am feeling better already. I have had MDD just about all my life. I started around the age of four (I'll be 36 next month) and was made fun of by everyone, including family members for my odd behavior, such as walking and talking to myself around trees and pacing back and fourth. The problem progressed as i got older, because of traumatic life experiences, but i believe it all began out of loneliness. I feel like a God when i daydream. I meet anyone I want to meet, can control all outcomes, and be anyone I want to be. When i am done daydreaming, I am back to reality which i hate. I plan on sharing my world with all of you everyday. I am it will be therapeutic to do so, and i have zero fear of being judged now. My current person that joins me in my fantasy is the late great Freddie Mercury. In my world, he is my friend. I even imagine him in my everyday life sometimes, although i know he is not really there. I have plenty of stories i have created for myself over the years, and i am looking forward to sharing them; as well as listening to everyone about their worlds. Maybe i will even chat with you guys and we can describe our worlds together. I am genuinely . Thank you all.