Post by goo1 on Sept 11, 2020 8:54:59 GMT
Hi, I am Goo, I am in my 40s, I have a reasonably good job, a partner and 2 kids. My MD has been going on since I was a small child. I started with imaginary friends, and when I was told to stop that I moved in to a more secret way of doing it. I am a shy introvert, I was bullied as a child continuously and then again by my first husband- this was my escape. I feel like I am missing out on things, I don’t remember things and I am wasting so much of my life. It has an impact on my sleep and as the me in my imagination is so perfect, it has an impact on my self esteem. I MD pretty much anytime I am on my own, or doing something repetitive. My biggest fear is that when I’m old I won’t remember who the real people are from my past and who were made up. I am glad to find this group.
