Post by kristen on Jan 26, 2021 18:42:37 GMT
Hey, I've had md as long as I can remember it was always a part of my life maybe because I didn't grow up in a very stable home so I felt as a kid that I needed to create one myself, at first it was cool having an amazing world inside my head and so many friends that I could talk to And spend time with it was a good escape from reality and life, but as I got older, I realized how a problem it was so I started my own research on this topic but didn't get any results or a good answer for what was happening with me until about two years ago.
Madd has taken a lot from me and still is and it makes me very angry when I see how much they minimizes this disorder like it's not as bad as other disorders
For me it's very bad and complicated like:
1. I am not present in my world in any way possible, I do not existe
2. I have over 50 main characters and 100 others, so it is sometimes difficult to act normal when there is so much going on in my head.
3. Each character is different from the other and from me
4. When my main characters get hurt, I really feel physical pain, which is scary
5. Some say that they daydream 5 or 4 hours a day I wish this was the case for me I live 4 to 5 hours a day in the real world and the rest is always in my other world.
Madd has taken a lot from me and still is and it makes me very angry when I see how much they minimizes this disorder like it's not as bad as other disorders
For me it's very bad and complicated like:
1. I am not present in my world in any way possible, I do not existe
2. I have over 50 main characters and 100 others, so it is sometimes difficult to act normal when there is so much going on in my head.
3. Each character is different from the other and from me
4. When my main characters get hurt, I really feel physical pain, which is scary
5. Some say that they daydream 5 or 4 hours a day I wish this was the case for me I live 4 to 5 hours a day in the real world and the rest is always in my other world.
