Post by keke on Jan 29, 2021 0:07:31 GMT
Since I was 12, I’ve daydreamed about being a famous singer or actress. I self insert myself into my daydreams and get material for my daydreams from media like movies, shows and news. However, I also daydream negative things that I see as well like if I see a shooting, I’ll daydream about being heroically killed in a shooting and about how people would react. When I watched the Martian, I daydreamed that I was severely injured on the Mars mission and I died on our way back and I daydreamed about the captain tearfully saying goodbye and floating my body into space 
. I think I just like the tragedy of the things because it’s not really from my perspective it’s more like a movie. I also think it was just my way of getting attention I didn’t get from those around me by getting it in my daydreams but like o hate that bc one of my plots was me in an abusive relationship so I feel really guilty about it. I’m now 14 and have recently stopped but like it’s making me depressed because I feel like a bad person for spending the past two years of my life daydreaming plots that included bad s*** when I was literally meant to be a child. Does anyone else do this?
. I think I just like the tragedy of the things because it’s not really from my perspective it’s more like a movie. I also think it was just my way of getting attention I didn’t get from those around me by getting it in my daydreams but like o hate that bc one of my plots was me in an abusive relationship so I feel really guilty about it. I’m now 14 and have recently stopped but like it’s making me depressed because I feel like a bad person for spending the past two years of my life daydreaming plots that included bad s*** when I was literally meant to be a child. Does anyone else do this?
I dream sometimes that I am getting shot, or beat up and tortured. I sometimes do research on how long for example do you have to recover from broken ribs to adjust my dreams... Wonder where it is coming from. 
if I was hurt. Also, it could be that common triggers, such as movies and books, require that to be conflict. Since our day dreams are our own made up stories, it makes sense that there would be conflict and struggle in them too. They wouldn't be good stories if there wasn't.