Post by cosine on Feb 11, 2021 15:28:17 GMT
I dont know where to start honestly, i had no idea a thing like this even existed, i came to know about it from a youtube recommendation.
The thing about my daydreams are that my mind is a maze and its not a place that i would like to dwell in but i also cannot do without it. I dont hate myself but theres this voice and my daydreams correspond with that voice, it makes me think stuff i dont want to. I try to drown it out whenever I can but it doesnt go, I have hour long conversations with myself that prevents me from studying and i just want to stop. I am mostly alone with myself I love it but I just cannot tolerate my daydreams when im trying to do my work.
My mind forces me to be socially detached but on the other hand i need a real person to talk to.
My daydreams range from socio-cultural debates to me trying to violently attack someone and when im at my worst, daydreams about hurting myself.
I would absolutely appreciate some help.
Cheerio
The thing about my daydreams are that my mind is a maze and its not a place that i would like to dwell in but i also cannot do without it. I dont hate myself but theres this voice and my daydreams correspond with that voice, it makes me think stuff i dont want to. I try to drown it out whenever I can but it doesnt go, I have hour long conversations with myself that prevents me from studying and i just want to stop. I am mostly alone with myself I love it but I just cannot tolerate my daydreams when im trying to do my work.
My mind forces me to be socially detached but on the other hand i need a real person to talk to.
My daydreams range from socio-cultural debates to me trying to violently attack someone and when im at my worst, daydreams about hurting myself.
I would absolutely appreciate some help.
Cheerio
