Post by tosaki03 on Mar 26, 2021 16:41:11 GMT
Hi Everyone, Hope you're all well. I just thought I'd do an update to gather my thoughts.
I've come to realise I have a love hate relationship with MD. Hell, I think we all do! Sometimes I'll MD whilst I'm on my phone in front of family, and I can't stop myself from smiling. I know, it's really embarassing. I have to mentally tell myself to stop, and that this isn't the time to do it. Other times, I long to MD. I might have had an argument or just feel rubbish in general, so I want to comfort myself by MD. But I always find it is harder to make yourself MD when you want it. When it comes naturally, the plots and stories are so clear and everything flows. When I try to control the content of my MD too much, it all just gets to the point where I lose focus and it doesn't go well. I think there are a lot of triggers that can set us off to MD. It's not a good thing, but oh well. There's not much one can do.
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I've come to realise I have a love hate relationship with MD. Hell, I think we all do! Sometimes I'll MD whilst I'm on my phone in front of family, and I can't stop myself from smiling. I know, it's really embarassing. I have to mentally tell myself to stop, and that this isn't the time to do it. Other times, I long to MD. I might have had an argument or just feel rubbish in general, so I want to comfort myself by MD. But I always find it is harder to make yourself MD when you want it. When it comes naturally, the plots and stories are so clear and everything flows. When I try to control the content of my MD too much, it all just gets to the point where I lose focus and it doesn't go well. I think there are a lot of triggers that can set us off to MD. It's not a good thing, but oh well. There's not much one can do.
Leave a comment below x
