Hi everyone, so I came to know about MD through a video and it hit me like a truck cause I always knew my daydreaming was not normal but the reality that I was diagnosed with MD really gave answers to all my questions. As a child I was fat and I thought o wasn't attractive and had few friends , I was 11 and had no one so listening to music made me felt good . I was imagining myself as someone who is loved and wanted . I imagined myself as celebrity. I experienced every happiness that I was not experiencing in my real life. But it is destroyed my productivity and focus . I'm far behind everyone and need help but nobody will understand . I'm 19 I'm not going in my 20s with only living in daydream . I want to be here in reality .
The same thing happened to me as a kid i was also fat and felt unattractive so I turned to daydreaming about being this superhero who was loved and was god-like which helped me escape from reality where I was made fun of because of my weight. I usually play some music then after a few minutes my daydreaming begins.It's been more or less than a hour now since I came across a video on youtube about MD and it also struck me like a truck which led me here reading your post has made me realize how daydreaming has affected my dailylife and productivity when it comes me to studying i am 16 in South Africa and I think I have MD.