I'm not doing very well

I'm not doing very well Jun 22, 2021 10:36:35 GMT alvi and rosey like this

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Post by fairytale on Jun 22, 2021 10:36:35 GMT

Jun 18, 2021 8:37:57 GMT rosey said:

I have a Torts exam in 4 days and I'm not prepared.

My dog has been sick and I haven't slept for most of this week.

I feel weary and disinterested in everything.

I have to have surgery on the 30th. I can't stop Thinking

I'm going to get post-surgery complications.

I have too many medical things to sort out this year.

I feel very alone, all the time. Even when I am not.

I'm doing everything because I have to. I follow a list each day. A routine.

I cannot eat. I make myself in the morning, but by afternoon my tummy hurts too much and I cannot even try.

For the first time in a very long time I just want to be the person in the world in my daydreams. I want to step to the left and just walk away into a much better safer world I can control.

I know life is hard and things happen, but I am just so very very tired right now and 'keep going' has become a bargaining factor - 'keep going until... and if things still make you feel this way then...'

Life. It didn't have to be this way.

it's alright to feel hopeless but don't give up and try to stay in reality. Every thing will be alright soon you just have to hold on. Don't worry too much about your surgery. Remember your not alone. Try to reach out to people who are close to you or you can just vent here. Hope you are alright.

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Post by rosey on Jun 18, 2021 8:37:57 GMT

Post by fairytale on Jun 22, 2021 10:36:35 GMT

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