Post by legendarydarkknight on Jul 17, 2021 21:11:34 GMT
It's been months since I last spoke to her. Or you. I don't know, I just can't contain my wondering anymore. And I don't care how apparent my interest is to the public this way - you're my friend, after all.
I wonder how things are going on her end. It's been months since she came online, actually... which is one of the prime reasons of why I wonder about her.
I wanna believe she's not here because she's actually happy now. She's just too involved in her real life that she no longer needs to be here. Or, she's just staying away from here, from the depressive times she had.
How did she do with her 'friend'? Boyfriend, I suppose, or just normal. I don't know, we could never draw the line with our friendships. They always dig deeper than we anticipate, I suppose.
I'm just writing this off as a bait. Maybe she'll realize I wrote this about her and contact me about her current state of affairs. I wanna believe that she's checking in every now and then, just not logging in to the profile.
And I want her to know... That I have my friend back. With a friendship stronger than ever. You were right all along - daring was the answer. The rest comes up somehow. I also know what she means for me now, not as deep as I always felt, but deeper than I'll ever feel for anyone save someone (else) I may fall in love with. Maybe I will someday, huh?