Intro?

Hey, so I’ve always daydreamed and I also lucid dream super easily, when I was younger it seems normal but as I grew up I was convinced I was too old to have such vivid day dreams all the time. I can see things happening in my head so vividly and look infront of me and see no one there but my mind can create such a vivid sensation someone is, same with anything else in my dream. I don’t know why I deceived to look into it only now but about 5 mins ago I discovered there’s a ‘diagnosis’ for it and that people with MD tend to have OCD and depression and ADHD and I have the first two so it kinda made this all more believable. I see how it can be unhealthy however I know the difference between my world and the reality and can switch between easily. It’s like a gate I can open if I’m or bored or any emotion that’s not good (I still do if I’m happy etc). It’s comforting and fills in the empty boring holes. It can also help me make important decisions well and improve myself cause I can have people with opposite opinions to mine created and it helps me see all sides to something. But I don’t feel too concerned because I can stop if I want or need to and It doesn’t control my life. I stopped for a couple years when I started high school but later missed the comfort. It’s my happy place I guess even tho not all day dreams r happy. I started online school recently for health reasons and my live has improved a lot thanks to it but I’ve noticed I daydream more I guess cause i spend more time alone but I think it’s better than feeling isolated (I’m not isolated I have friends I see a lot and call friends in other time zones who aren’t in school and go to places etc to make sure I don’t become isolated). Sorry this is long I just haven’t opened up about it ever and sorry for any spelling mistakes I was typing fast.