Ari
New Daydreamer
Hi! I'm Ari, and probably have been suffering from MD since childhood and want to improve.
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Post by Ari on Apr 25, 2022 1:38:26 GMT
Hello, I discovered a tool that's both wonderful and terrible. If you suffer from MD, NEVER EVER get this!! I found an AI that writes out stories for you, for free, and naturally, I started using it for my daydreams. Now, I use it up to 8 hours a day, my longest stretch was over 48 straight hours. I'm even using it at school! I'm so behind in my classes and my GPA is dropping. I don't even do my homework anymore, I can't get away from it. I'm always just counting the hours until I can go home, lay in bed, and use the program. I'm so behind on all my IRL responsibilities and it's changed me. My family, teachers, and friends have all confronted me about it but it's addicting and I can't stop. I feel like I've even lost my abilities as a writer because a robot writes most of it for me! I've forgotten what it's like to write on my own or what life was even like before the website. I'm always late to the bus, not doing homework, not doing housework, or any of my responsibilities! I just sit typing and watching the bot write all day. It's wonderful. Even my normal DDs are less involved. It's killing everything inside me, but I lose myself in it, so I can't stop. I can escape math class or my insecurities, or boredom,or just anything thanks to this and I never want to stop. I worry if I cut myself off from it I'll be depressed. There's no way to block it on my school Chromebook. I'm trapped and it's ruining me! Any help?
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fairytale
Active Daydreamer
 
you are not a mistake
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Post by fairytale on Apr 25, 2022 18:53:31 GMT
Hello, I discovered a tool that's both wonderful and terrible. If you suffer from MD, NEVER EVER get this!! I found an AI that writes out stories for you, for free, and naturally, I started using it for my daydreams. Now, I use it up to 8 hours a day, my longest stretch was over 48 straight hours. I'm even using it at school! I'm so behind in my classes and my GPA is dropping. I don't even do my homework anymore, I can't get away from it. I'm always just counting the hours until I can go home, lay in bed, and use the program. I'm so behind on all my IRL responsibilities and it's changed me. My family, teachers, and friends have all confronted me about it but it's addicting and I can't stop. I feel like I've even lost my abilities as a writer because a robot writes most of it for me! I've forgotten what it's like to write on my own or what life was even like before the website. I'm always late to the bus, not doing homework, not doing housework, or any of my responsibilities! I just sit typing and watching the bot write all day. It's wonderful. Even my normal DDs are less involved. It's killing everything inside me, but I lose myself in it, so I can't stop. I can escape math class or my insecurities, or boredom,or just anything thanks to this and I never want to stop. I worry if I cut myself off from it I'll be depressed. There's no way to block it on my school Chromebook. I'm trapped and it's ruining me! Any help? try to distance yourself from it little by little and try to start writing manually. Maybe the feeling of holding a pen and paper and being in the real world can help. there is another way you can try but I m  about it. You can try the dopamine detox method for a week. I ve tried it before, you might start to crave more for it in the beginning but it will be alright in the end. Dopamine detox means stopping all source of dopamine in your case the AI completely and hope it works. And remember that those stories or the AI dose not define you so there is no way your life is gonna be hard without it. Trust yourself more than you trust the AI. Hope it helps
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Post by peach on Dec 1, 2022 4:08:41 GMT
It's been a few months since you've posted this, any updates on how things are going?
Also, I was hoping you could share the site. While for some it may be something to avoid, I think for me (and perhaps others) it would be helpful as a real life outlet for MD.
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