I ve always wished that someone would see all that I ve been through and that they would let me know thats it alright now and that they are here for me now. But I forgot that there was already someone with me, myself. So this letter is to myself. I hope all of you can appreciate yourself too. you can write a letter to yourself here too.
I called you phoenix because you've burned yourself down many time yet still manged to get through it all. You have come so far by yourself and with some help. You've grown so much from being the hopeless and lost little kid to who you are now. Don't worry if there is still so much road to walk ahead of you, I will always be here with. I will smile, cry, and go through hardship with you. No matter who leaves or stays I will stay with you and hold you tight so that no one will ever hurt you ever again. I know you feel lost in you DDs but don't worry we will make it out together. Whether you want to climb the mountains or swim the ocean, I will always be here with you forever. You can tell me anything and I will keep it a secret. You can ask me anything and I will find the answer. We can still grow together. you are a warrior who survived through many battles and there will be many more and I will fight them with you. we can go against the world if that's what you want. I love you and admire you. remember I have always loved you and will always love you. Chase your dreams my love you only got one life.
I m just adding it here as I don't know where else First of all thanks to my ex-clg for making me work as hard as I did and for teaching me how much I can work. I test my limits thanks to you, lost my sleep thanks to you, lost my health thanks to you but I m not blaming you for this, Thanks to all this, I m able to see where I stand. Although I crumbled when I was kicked out due to my financial struggles, I can see where you come from. I only blamed you as I could find no one else for my misery. I asked myself where did I go wrong, I worked so damn hard only to go back to square one. I was so lost in what I had lost to see what I had gained. It took me a while to realize nothing is lost,Its just my perception. I m in a new place now and definitely not in square one. I thought I lost every thing but I didn't. I just hid myself really well that even I couldn't could it. But now that I have finally found it I will do my best to move forward. I did nothing wrong life just happened and that's it. Thanks for all you taught me and may god bless you. Hope you remember me cus I will for the rest of my life.
let the past be there but take the lessons with you. love yourself that all there is to care about