Post by lmm on Jun 2, 2023 21:39:20 GMT
Hey guys,
I’m 24 and currently feel like I’m going through withdrawal with stopping my MD. Lord it’s hard. I’ve tried to stop many times in the past but end up relapsing. Yesterday 06/01/2023 I got a name for something that’s blocked what I could’ve been. I’m not going to do this for the next 24 years. I want to get married, have children and real friends. Before I kept researching i thought I had Schizophrenia. I’m nervous scared because I finally reached out to mental health to get help. I can’t beat this alone. I am thankful I have y’all because now I don’t feel alone in this disorder!!! I pray in the future MD, schizophrenia etc are cured. They want to travel to the moon but not help humans smh.
Pray for me!! I really do feel like I’m going through withdrawals
I haven’t talked to myself for more than an hour combined in a day. My mind drift sometimes then I re focus. I’m downloading a dating app tomorrow.. I don’t care about rejection or talking to unattractive man as long as I have a human to communicate with. It’s small steps for sure.
I’m open to meditation too … if I don’t try now I’ll be stuck for another 24 yrs I’m my own mind. It’s now or never. I’m also not going to be hard on myself when I slip into daydreams but I’m going to do daily reminders. I don’t have family or support so I can’t get this opportunity wrong!!! Trying to work for airport ( taking a test on 13th) it took 19 to 18 years to build this addiction and I have to find to have control of my mind.
Please send suggestions and tell your story about withdrawal. When I hear the stories about MD overcoming or very limited I get
.
First steps I took is
1. No music or headphones
2. Leave house when want to MD because I won’t do it in public because self control
3. Seek out medical professionals
4. Research and saying I have MD and I will overcome!
I’m 24 and currently feel like I’m going through withdrawal with stopping my MD. Lord it’s hard. I’ve tried to stop many times in the past but end up relapsing. Yesterday 06/01/2023 I got a name for something that’s blocked what I could’ve been. I’m not going to do this for the next 24 years. I want to get married, have children and real friends. Before I kept researching i thought I had Schizophrenia. I’m nervous scared because I finally reached out to mental health to get help. I can’t beat this alone. I am thankful I have y’all because now I don’t feel alone in this disorder!!! I pray in the future MD, schizophrenia etc are cured. They want to travel to the moon but not help humans smh.
Pray for me!! I really do feel like I’m going through withdrawals
I haven’t talked to myself for more than an hour combined in a day. My mind drift sometimes then I re focus. I’m downloading a dating app tomorrow.. I don’t care about rejection or talking to unattractive man as long as I have a human to communicate with. It’s small steps for sure.
I’m open to meditation too … if I don’t try now I’ll be stuck for another 24 yrs I’m my own mind. It’s now or never. I’m also not going to be hard on myself when I slip into daydreams but I’m going to do daily reminders. I don’t have family or support so I can’t get this opportunity wrong!!! Trying to work for airport ( taking a test on 13th) it took 19 to 18 years to build this addiction and I have to find to have control of my mind.
Please send suggestions and tell your story about withdrawal. When I hear the stories about MD overcoming or very limited I get
.First steps I took is
1. No music or headphones
2. Leave house when want to MD because I won’t do it in public because self control
3. Seek out medical professionals
4. Research and saying I have MD and I will overcome!