I’m kinda crying writing this
Jan 25, 2019 1:17:20 GMT
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Post by bb on Jan 25, 2019 1:17:20 GMT
So I’m B I’m 22 and I’ve been doing this thing of daydreaming since I can remember. My family would make fun of me for it growing up and my mother would yell at me for doing it. Saying only crazy people do that and tried to make me stop. So now I do it in private. In the bathroom tends to be the place now and I don’t know if I can control it but it happens for at least 30 mins at a time.
I found this group because after 22 years and doing an undergrad in psychology I finally felt it was time to google this and I found this forum and people saying they do everything I’ve been doing. I cried I was so overwhelmed.
Sometimes I know I definitely can’t control it. Music seems to be what sets it off sometimes. Depends on the music and my mood I think. It honestly wouldn’t bother me if I could control it more but I don’t think I can. I don’t get the urge to do it when I’m being active. Like working or at the gym or anything like that. But I’m very introverted so it can be very emotionally draining to keep that busy all the time. I just worry about it getting worse. I want to learn to control it. I want to know if it can disappear and will I ever be normal. Can I have a normal life with it?
I found this group because after 22 years and doing an undergrad in psychology I finally felt it was time to google this and I found this forum and people saying they do everything I’ve been doing. I cried I was so overwhelmed.
Sometimes I know I definitely can’t control it. Music seems to be what sets it off sometimes. Depends on the music and my mood I think. It honestly wouldn’t bother me if I could control it more but I don’t think I can. I don’t get the urge to do it when I’m being active. Like working or at the gym or anything like that. But I’m very introverted so it can be very emotionally draining to keep that busy all the time. I just worry about it getting worse. I want to learn to control it. I want to know if it can disappear and will I ever be normal. Can I have a normal life with it?
