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Post by sunflower on Jan 28, 2019 7:51:57 GMT
Hello.
I've decided to join this forum because I just recently loss something very valuable and I couldn't remember where I've put it because I was daydreaming when I lost it. I also just failed an examination because I couldn't concentrate well. I could study for about 30 minutes and then end up daydreaming for the next hours. I'm so frustrated with myself that there are times I want to kill myself.
Before, I've never thought much of it. It all started when I was still a kid. I used to daydream about having superpowers. It was fun at first. And then it started going downhill when I reached high school. I started having anxieties. During our prom, I had an anxiety attack and left the venue early. You probably think it's nothing but I'm from Asia, and here in our country, prom is a graded event where we're evaluated by our teachers with our proper etiquette and english speaking skills. You can't just leave. And then when I started going to college, I started having suicidal thoughts.
I read somewhere in an article that MD can lead to depression. I don't know if that is true in my case, but I'm struggling with this for quite a long time now. I want to stop it already. I tried to talk to my mom about this. She's the only one I've told about this. I've become a master of daydreaming without them noticing. I would daydream inside the cr or somewhere I can be alone. I don't think they've ever noticed that I have MD. So when I told my mom, she didn't really take me seriously.
It would be nice to have someone listen to me for a change.
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Post by katie on Jan 28, 2019 14:03:20 GMT
Welcome to daydream in blue. I don't know if it causes depression and there are ways that you can try to help control it that I am doing just working on my triggers and trying not to give into them all the time is hard since MD is a addiction but working on it little by little can help control it a bit better.
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Post by Dimmer on Jan 28, 2019 15:06:51 GMT
I've decided to join this forum because I just recently loss something very valuable and I couldn't remember where I've put it because I was daydreaming when I lost it. I HAVE LOST MY WEDDING RING. AGAIN. welcome to the forum.
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Post by Sam on Jan 28, 2019 17:45:50 GMT
It wouldn't surprise me if daydreaming can cause depression. Pretty much anything that interferes with your life in a negative way or that makes you feel like you aren't doing what you want to can cause depression.
There are plenty of other people on this forum who have similar experiences as you, so I'm sure you'll be able to find the support that you're looking for.
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Post by alvi on Jan 28, 2019 20:55:22 GMT
I've decided to join this forum because I just recently loss something very valuable and I couldn't remember where I've put it because I was daydreaming when I lost it. I HAVE LOST MY WEDDING RING. AGAIN. welcome to the forum. Welcome to the forum Sunflower, hopefully the item you have lost has just been misplaced and will turn up soon. Have you been able to find ant professional help for your anxiety? Dimmer have you thought of wearing your ring on a chain around your neck instead of on your finger?
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