Post by biancaj on Sept 12, 2019 23:54:15 GMT
Hi, I'm from Italy (still learning english so please forgive my mistakes) and my name Is Bianca, but only in the dreamy world I have in my mind...
This Is the First Time I'm not using my actual name on the internet, and this give me an hint of how much I am ashamed of me being an MDD... But I am so glad I eventually discovered here the only thing I can truly relate to. All other things in the real world feel so distant and Unreal... This Is the First Time I can finally see myself in a mirror.
To summarize my MDD: I found a photo of my family in a restaurant and I asked my sister "Who Is that lady near dad?" It was me. She used to know that I'm weird and answered as It was a normal question "You". And this was maybe more painful that aknoledging the fact that I am more used to the persona I am in my Dreams than my real face
This Is the First Time I'm not using my actual name on the internet, and this give me an hint of how much I am ashamed of me being an MDD... But I am so glad I eventually discovered here the only thing I can truly relate to. All other things in the real world feel so distant and Unreal... This Is the First Time I can finally see myself in a mirror.
To summarize my MDD: I found a photo of my family in a restaurant and I asked my sister "Who Is that lady near dad?" It was me. She used to know that I'm weird and answered as It was a normal question "You". And this was maybe more painful that aknoledging the fact that I am more used to the persona I am in my Dreams than my real face
