Post by katie on Sept 29, 2019 13:34:57 GMT
I talked about how I am getting help for my addictive behavior side of things it runs in my family so I have to be careful. Lately my life has been good well like everyone there is up and down but not a thing like I went through a few years back with my mental health and my daydreaming saved me in ways. I talked to my mental health consultant about it before and the way she describes is like a child with their comfort blanket which I did not like but in ways I get it even doe its more complicated than that and she doesn't get it as much I am always needing the comfort of my daydreaming no matter how I feel its just to get me through the day.
Now that my life is busy and I am making the effort to go out each day and be with people that I am comfortable around its like I want to let go of madd but it doesn't want to leave me and its hard when I know I am going to go through a tough patch and need it there for me.
The addictive side to madd is much stronger than I can imagine and letting go of my other bad habits is what I aim for so now that I have a support team madd seems to just want to follow me around the place waiting for me to go into my world when I need it or not.
gradually replacing my bad habit with good ones and focusing on the people that are there for me and building back up my friendships is given me the support I need when I am down but in ways madd is there for me and all of us when we can not express how we are feeling or if we just want to keep things to ourselves as long as it not interfering with our well being or mental health.
Just wanted to share a bit of an insight of what my mind does be thinking about with this disorder from time to time.
Now that my life is busy and I am making the effort to go out each day and be with people that I am comfortable around its like I want to let go of madd but it doesn't want to leave me and its hard when I know I am going to go through a tough patch and need it there for me.
The addictive side to madd is much stronger than I can imagine and letting go of my other bad habits is what I aim for so now that I have a support team madd seems to just want to follow me around the place waiting for me to go into my world when I need it or not.
gradually replacing my bad habit with good ones and focusing on the people that are there for me and building back up my friendships is given me the support I need when I am down but in ways madd is there for me and all of us when we can not express how we are feeling or if we just want to keep things to ourselves as long as it not interfering with our well being or mental health.
Just wanted to share a bit of an insight of what my mind does be thinking about with this disorder from time to time.
