Post by cameronthadreamer98 on Sept 30, 2019 23:42:11 GMT
Cameron,
Daydreaming has really taken a toll on my reality. I feel super out of touch with real world things at times. I don’t even fell comfortable going out places because I’m so awkward and don’t know what to talk about. Being an adult and being a maladaptive daydreamer makes things a lot more difficult. The worst thing about having no support is people not helping you understand how to do certain things. I hate this. I hate how it makes me feel. I’m sorry for ranting there’s just so much I want to get off my chest to a community that finally understands more than any other person has. I feel dumb talking to people because I don’t catch on easily to things and there are certain that I just don’t know. It used to make me think I was possibly on the spectrum. I just couldn’t find any other explanation. Even the way people talk to me makes me feel like I don’t understand adult talk or how to do things. I feel pathetic. I feel like a joke at 21. This is not how I imagined what being an adult was like. I’m sorry again you guys I’m just not ok right now and there’s so much going on that’s super overwhelming and I just don’t know how much more I can take.
Daydreaming has really taken a toll on my reality. I feel super out of touch with real world things at times. I don’t even fell comfortable going out places because I’m so awkward and don’t know what to talk about. Being an adult and being a maladaptive daydreamer makes things a lot more difficult. The worst thing about having no support is people not helping you understand how to do certain things. I hate this. I hate how it makes me feel. I’m sorry for ranting there’s just so much I want to get off my chest to a community that finally understands more than any other person has. I feel dumb talking to people because I don’t catch on easily to things and there are certain that I just don’t know. It used to make me think I was possibly on the spectrum. I just couldn’t find any other explanation. Even the way people talk to me makes me feel like I don’t understand adult talk or how to do things. I feel pathetic. I feel like a joke at 21. This is not how I imagined what being an adult was like. I’m sorry again you guys I’m just not ok right now and there’s so much going on that’s super overwhelming and I just don’t know how much more I can take.
