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Post by reaperavarynii on Oct 16, 2019 1:50:15 GMT
Hello,
My name is Nicolas. I've had what I believe to be MD since right around 13 or 14. My daydreams (I'll be referring to them as fantasies from here on out) are highly complex. I developed them because at one point in my life being present with myself became far too painful to handle. I've been able to "rehabilitate" myself to a point where I can control it but never really leave it. My fantasies have gotten so complex that yes, the other people in my fantasies do tend to hover around my consciousness no matter what I am doing. Often it's when I am lonely that this happens. And in many situations where I don't immediately recognize what has caused me to hurt.
I started looking for research regarding what this particular thing was called this evening and stumbled upon MD. Was quite happy to note that it fits perfectly. I'm also very glad to see there is a place where I can speak with people about my/their experiences.
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Post by reaperavarynii on Oct 16, 2019 1:53:22 GMT
Sorry for putting this in the wrong spot, thought I was in the new members section!
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Post by alvi on Oct 16, 2019 2:37:45 GMT
Welcome to the forum!
Don't worry about where you post, we'll always manage to find it and reply.
Take care and we look forward to getting to know you better!
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Post by bee on Oct 16, 2019 7:51:42 GMT
Hey Nicolas,
welcome to the forum, nice to meet you!
What kind of complex-dd do you do? More the complex-world-thing with lots of background, something like a Tolkien-book? Or is it more a very detailed setting with characters out of your real-life?
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