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Post by reelherbackin on Oct 17, 2019 3:08:08 GMT
I live I in a parallel world that couldn’t feel more real. I’ve lived here for as long as I can remember. It’s a world wherein I’m everything I want to be: a billionaire, a dancer, the most talented makeup artist, a graduate from Harvard University, and just about anything else you can think of. These fantasies are always centered around a man, whoever my romantic interest is at the time. The longest time I’ve daydreamed about any man was for 10 years, and it still happens from time to time. I think it’s because I’m used to it, and it makes me feel safe and familiar.
These days I daydream about a new man. Overall, I think I daydream to escape trauma and unhappiness. I don’t know how I feel about it, or how I feel about anything in general because everything I ever go through is escaped through my parallel world. My feelings catch up to me years later, and they stay stuck with me. I want it to stop, I want to live my life.
It’s relieving to know that I’m not alone.
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Post by Sam on Oct 17, 2019 3:52:29 GMT
Welcome to the forum!
I can relate to the relief that you're feeling.
We can't wait to hear more from you.
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Post by bee on Oct 17, 2019 6:09:24 GMT
Hey,
welcome to the forum, nice to meet you!
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Post by katie on Oct 17, 2019 6:48:19 GMT
Hi and welcome to daydream in blue. :)
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yasmine
Active Daydreamer
i see mdd as a gift but i want to reduce it cause it starts looking like a curse
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Post by yasmine on Oct 22, 2019 18:25:47 GMT
I live I in a parallel world that couldn’t feel more real. I’ve lived here for as long as I can remember. It’s a world wherein I’m everything I want to be: a billionaire, a dancer, the most talented makeup artist, a graduate from Harvard University, and just about anything else you can think of. These fantasies are always centered around a man, whoever my romantic interest is at the time. The longest time I’ve daydreamed about any man was for 10 years, and it still happens from time to time. I think it’s because I’m used to it, and it makes me feel safe and familiar. These days I daydream about a new man. Overall, I think I daydream to escape trauma and unhappiness. I don’t know how I feel about it, or how I feel about anything in general because everything I ever go through is escaped through my parallel world. My feelings catch up to me years later, and they stay stuck with me. I want it to stop, I want to live my life. It’s relieving to know that I’m not alone. it indeed is.wwelcome to the forum and i hope you can find what you are looking for. i guess i have a question tho: have you talked about it with anyone in real life?
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