Post by starr on Nov 3, 2019 21:24:13 GMT
(i'm not good in english so please bare with me)
I have this condition since i was 10,i thought it was normal for a kid like me. Thought that i only have a creative imagination. It turned out every year it worsens. I enjoy my daydreams more than my life. My family's the main trigger. I grew up not being able to express my emotions. I grew up not telling anyone i feel bad/
at something or angry to someone. My daydreams became my bridge to feel my emotions and express them. It helps me say what i really wanted to say. It helps me feel happy, alive and loved at least during my daydreams. Daydreams became my defense mechanism from all my realities. All along i know there's something wrong with me until after i graduated in college. I found out i have MD. This year has been the worse MD i had. To the point that i couldn't sleep and i don't eat breakfast and lunch. I don't have the will to socialize or get up in bed, i just want to daydream. To the point where i daydream right after i open my eyes from my sleep. This week, i have read an article which explains every bit of my experiences in MD. It inspires me to stop daydreaming. I wanted to live the best time of my life. That's why i'm here 
here's the article
maladaptivedaydreamingguide.wordpress.com/
I have this condition since i was 10,i thought it was normal for a kid like me. Thought that i only have a creative imagination. It turned out every year it worsens. I enjoy my daydreams more than my life. My family's the main trigger. I grew up not being able to express my emotions. I grew up not telling anyone i feel bad/
at something or angry to someone. My daydreams became my bridge to feel my emotions and express them. It helps me say what i really wanted to say. It helps me feel happy, alive and loved at least during my daydreams. Daydreams became my defense mechanism from all my realities. All along i know there's something wrong with me until after i graduated in college. I found out i have MD. This year has been the worse MD i had. To the point that i couldn't sleep and i don't eat breakfast and lunch. I don't have the will to socialize or get up in bed, i just want to daydream. To the point where i daydream right after i open my eyes from my sleep. This week, i have read an article which explains every bit of my experiences in MD. It inspires me to stop daydreaming. I wanted to live the best time of my life. That's why i'm here 
here's the article
maladaptivedaydreamingguide.wordpress.com/
