Desperate for Help with my MDD

There aren't many options because of the fact that MD is so newly recognized. A lot of people may have it, but there is very little research done on it and very few doctors who know about it.

There are a lot of good tips on this board specifically, so looking around would be a good idea. I actually have a thread here on using habit reversal training for your MD, which you might want to check out. Its about the closest thing I've ever seen to a treatment program outside of the one that the ICMDR is doing, which as you said, isn't accepting new applicants. I can help you with using it if you'd like.