Post by someone on Dec 17, 2019 2:30:10 GMT
So, this forum has too many threads to find if this already exists, but I think that this is really where I should be. I like setting daily goals, saying how far I got with them, and just talking about how I feel at the moment. Talking is like taking a step back to say something rather than going off on a daydream. I hope everyone feels free to post here. I also feel that now that I made this I can save the one for monthly goals for monthly goals; it will help me keep things organized.
about a guy from 6th grade I never really got all the way over. The daydream got into sexual content and I couldn't turn it off. I lost a lot of time that I should have spent doing homework and I know this is going to keep happening because it always happens. Once my daydreams take that route I can't stop the daydream until I feel back to normal. I'm 
why daydreaming about this long enough makes me lose arousal, but it does and it's weird how my mind is that powerful. I take advantage of this in keeping from my old masturbation addictions, but I'd rather not be addicted to anything sexual at all. This is something I never talk about with anyone because it's so embarrassing and it makes me feel so bad. I know my triggers are daydreaming about guys I like, but I hardly want to daydream about anything else, and I get so upset when I can't finish a daydream. When I want to daydream it's like an actual struggle in my mind trying to keep from doing it and the part of me that wants not to be stopped gets too needing and upset and then I cave, and daydreaming starts or if it already was going it gets into content I know will last long. I'm 
