Post by Marcydel on Dec 18, 2019 7:10:16 GMT
It’s a specific daydream that I’m still holding onto. I know that I won’t really be letting anything go, that the feelings will all come back to me. Still, it’s easy to convince myself that this hesitation is like a the final hurrah before I completely go sober, but I know that’s just an excuse for stalling. I’ve always wanted a life without an ounce of MD, but when I actually try to give up a specific daydream with specific feelings, all I’m doing is stalling. Which is ridiculous because I know it only takes a little analyzing to be able to be able to replace it with real life (in my case). I don’t know, why do some of you think you hesitate to give it up?
