Naruto Daydream Jan 4, 2020 9:18:21 GMT via mobile
Post by newdaydreamer on Jan 4, 2020 9:18:21 GMT
I'm a little bit lazy to get into this particular daydream, because it's veeery extensive, but I'll try to reveal as much as possible for you. Since I watched the anime Naruto about two years or two years and half ago, I started daydreaming about me belonging to that world as a strong kunoichi. Like for real, I've always dreamed of being a strong girl (that's why I wanna go to boxing classes) and Naruto's world was just perfect for me to release all that kept energy inside me. I day dreamed about being part of Team 7 (sometimes I replaced Naruto's place, so it was only Sasuke, Sakura, Kakashi and me) and I had the same personality as Naruto and did the same things he did. If you've read my first post about my Guardians of the Galaxy daydream you know I've always wanted to have that personality that all protagonists seem to have. You know, that brave, cheerful and likeable personality everyone loves. So Naruto was the perfect match. I remember I put myself as a female version of Naruto and fell in love with Sasuke and he fell in love with me, and Sakura was paired with Gaara at the end. I was called Gine. So Gine had much more powerful techniques than Naruto, her specialty was Taijutsu but somehow she could use the Sharingan and the Byakugan, and she had a jutsu called All Senses Empowered Justu that allowed her to somehow empower her five senses and be more aware and clever during a battle. It was all perfect, she had the body of Videl from Dragon Ball and I sometimes liked to mix up scenes from Dragon Ball that happened to have Videl (like her fight with Spopovich) and put them in the Naruto world. It was fun. She was a part of me that I always wanted to be. Sociable, brave, strong, positive, cheerful, likeable, determined and confident. More than anything, confident. These past few years I've been having social issues and act very nervous when I'm around other people, I blush like hell (I think I have erithrophobia) and that's lowered my confidence in a very huge way. I am afraid o public speaking, of speaking face to face to boys for long periods of time, to be the center of attention in a place packed with people basically. And Gine was the complete opposite of that. I read somewhere that to get rid of maladaptive dreaming one of the best things to do, yet not always successful, was to try to do your fantasies about yourself a reality. Of course, possible things. So if Gine was social, I needed to force myself into people to be like that as well. If she was likeable I needed to be kind and funny around everyone, to be the class clown basically (but my social anxiety wouldn't let me). In fact, I've tried to do all of that and much more but it hasn' worked just yet. Anyways, back to the Naruto world, Gine wasn't the only thing I day dreamed about. I also daydream about being Sasuke's daughter (not particularly Sarada) and traveling back in time to meet him when he was a bad guy, in Naruto Shippuden. He would know I was his daughter and therefore try to investigate who my mother was and what were my abilities. In another daydream I dreamed about being Sasuke's daughter as well, but instead I traveled back to when he was just a kid and he was in Team 7,but it was more focused on Sakura. Naruto and Sasuke would see how strong I was and wouldn't believe I was Sakura's daughter, and I would hate Sasuke for being so rude to her. I of course watch AMVs of the anime and put myself in those scenarios replacing certain characters to be part of the world, and most of the time I replace badass characters because of course that's the personality I would love to have. Lately I've also been daydreaming about me being an Avenger (Thor's daughter in particular) and after the Infinity War events and the death of my father (which I invented) I would go an look for more strong people to join the Avengers, and I would find Sasuke and show him that I had thunder powers like him because I was the daughter of a God, and he would be impressed and join the Avengers. He would see that everyone there had lost their people, but were still normal persons with bright personalities, and Sasuke would start to feel guilty for being so mean and evil with his friend back in Konoha because he would realize that some of the Avengers had had it worse than him and still coped through life, but him who had lost people and had found others along the way and had still abandoned them, was acting like a complete asshole. This is one of my favorite daydreams because whenever I watch and Avengers MV I try to imagine Sasuke's reaction to the Avengers' power and everything. Anyways, that is it for today I guess. Give me tips to keep coping with this daydreams. Please. I do the pacing stuff everyone does as I already mentioned in my first post, and talk to myself as well. I have all the symptoms, just please give me advice that isn't going to therapy because I can't afford that and my parents would find out. Thank you, good luck!